admin > 08-04-2024, 01:06 PM
Zitat:Hello my friend!I today had very heavy and busy day! At me was many indications from the heads which I should make very quickly. I have executed all in time and me thanked, for competence!I shall tell to you because I do not wish to continue to be silent. As you, very much have liked me.Has bothered to observe of their hypocrisy, treachery and lie, I cannot deceive myself any more......On work with them do not respect, but who will not dare to speak them the truth to face.... Relatives do not communicate with them.... Friends have lost, unless only of parents Aleksey are friends. I yet did not speak you, who such Aleksey is a candidate of my father, as the groom for me. I cannot suffer such relation to myself any more. Because my father, is not considered with my opinion after him it became known that I made abortion, he me to live does not give! he supervises each my step. Him it is important, all that happens in my private life. And he itself has solved identify to me the husband. And spoke, that " to you the husband will be selected by Me. I have missed you in your education, and I want change its mistake. " About it the father speaks me! I agree, that have made a mistake! But what for, to take from me it is right on the order the private life, it I cannot understand! My father, was at war and was on service in the Muslim countries where he saw customs of moslems, and he wishes to force me to marriage, just as it do in the Muslim countries. Without the option. I am very upset because of it! Because I do not want, to be the wife of the man, which can not stand! Aleksey I know for a long time. And I know him not with the best sides. This guy, is very silly! He vodka, as well as my father likes to drink. At him carefree, a way of life. He walks on money which him give, him loving parents. He does not work, only spends money of the parents. Him 29 years, and he it is very silly. He not quiet, not cultural, malicious and the egoist the man. But the father has not noticed all this! He considers, that is suitable the man for my further life together with him. I spoke the father, that if he wants that his the daughter has died not physically, and morally.... he will continue to insist on mine marriage with Aleksey!I know a principal cause of the father, as in reception, authority from it marriage. As Aleksey, the son of the Person being on tops of authority, my city! Parents Aleksey, officials. And it will give the father, the big push in his business! My father, the man, not having in a life of the purpose, except for how to have a plenty of money! His mind, always preoccupied with thoughts, on over the income. He cannot enjoy, that that has created and to receive from it pleasure. Prefers to increase turns and to think constantly of development of business. It is not bad, personally I agree. I tried to explain to the father in conversation, that I am not ready to such turn of events in the life. I shall not be the wife of the man which does not satisfy me the character. I shall not be the wife of the man which to me is apathetic! My father has told, that " you now will be the wife of that of the man which I offer you " and if you do not agree leave the house. I made an attempt to not live in the house of the father. Has left to live in other demountable apartment, but the father there has found me. he has told, that if I once again shall try to leave the house he me will cripple. " I have created you, I and shall cripple you "!.... Sometimes I think, that the father the madman, death of mother affected on the father, I think, what yes! And him now it is very heavy. I tried to find with him common language, but the father, abuses me in all and I am not capable to accept the correct and considered decisions ! At the father does not happen almost on face smiles, he it is very severe. But once, at all for a long time it was, when I his have found in good mood. I tried to talk with him, that he understood, that I the alive person though and his do not listen! he considers, that the daughter. I have tried to tell to the father that I shall be capable to choose to myself worthy the man with which I shall be happy. And that that his the control over this question, is not required to me. he at once became, aggressive and did not supervise the words for me. I have born all humiliations and was finally measured with an idea that my father will solve my destiny, as him it will want ! Therefore I have solved, as fiduciary start correspondence and acquaintance to try to solve the destiny independently. Such chance drops out time in a life! And I would like, that you have understood me! I trust, that it is destiny! We with you it is already good each other, we understand.I dream that I can meet once the man in which I shall see all positive qualities of which I dream. Fairly I admit, you possess big lot those qualities in the man which impose me!I thought, above arrival to you. I think, that it is good idea. You as consider?!... You Can speak the truth, what you think about it?!... You think, what can provide me and I shall be happy and free together with you?!... Or you will prefer distatorship?... To supervise me in all?.... I shall not take offence and I shall not be frightened, if I shall hear your TRUTH!..... It will be on the contrary very pleasant, that you can openly speak about the vital principles, in relations. Therefore I shall respect with any your answer. I hope you you will give me understanding in this question!.... I can betray never our feelings if we have those, you can tell, what I like you SINCERELY???.... You can tell, what to you involves in my character and in my appearance?... I am clear for you? You well understand me?... I consider, that I am very good, have started to understand you. You very kind and sincere the man. Reading your letters, I have understood, that you and are that true the man, self-assured, which can turn mountains to achieve the purpose. About such I dreamed, all conscious life!.... You win me the attention and care. I reading understand your letters, what exactly such the man is capable to make on the present me happy. I wait. When it can happen and I admit to you fairly, I gained enough love in my heart to present its to the man. I cannot long suffer love, I necessarily to you shall open, if my feelings, to you will be interesting.The world to your house and those who beside, I wish to prosper and get stronger. With best regards Tatyana!
admin > 08-04-2024, 01:06 PM
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admin > 08-04-2024, 01:08 PM
Zitat:Hi xxxxxxxxx!How are you?What was a typical day? ....What do you think ?....What would you like in the near future in your life? ........ I really should have been yesterday to tell you this story, now I see that you understood me perfectly! I'm not worried much, because you can not understand me correctly, I have liked. But now you finally persuaded me, in that you are attentive listener and a loyal friend. I am very happy with what you and I joined my fate. You're just such a man who will always be with a woman in any situation that with her would not have occurred. You're exactly the man who can be attentive, and respectful relations with a girl. Such a man not afraid to entrust my life)! I'm glad so glad that together we have chosen the path that will move further. I am ready to please you. Are you ready?? I believe that we will be with you the excellent relations, I very much believe in it! I'm ready to be convinced of this in the future, and now I realize that the best man I have not met.It's important. that you support me! It is important that you can understand me! I have everything in life, even there own my own apartment, but I do not have a good friend who can understand and support me. I am pleased that it was you came into my life. The man, whom I do not care about it.I have a terrible father. Today, I was not a pleasant conversation with him. Now, I like our relatives will not longer continue to communicate with him .... All friends have lost him, now he is friends with only companions, except that only the parents Aleksey friends. I'm not saying who the Aleksey - is the candidate of my father as a groom for me. My father is not considered in my opinion, after having him become aware of the fact that I have made an abortion, he does not give me live! he controls my every step. Important to Him, all that happens in my personal life. And he himself decided to identify my husband. So, saying that "you'll pick up I have a husband. This tells me Father, I agree that a mistake!" But why take my right to dispose of his personal life, that I can not understand, I do not want to be a wife men who can not stand! Aleksey I know a long time. And I know him not with the very best sides. This guy is very stupid! He likes to drink vodka. In him carefree lifestyle. He walks on the money, which provides him, him loving parents. He is not working, only spending money of their parents. Him 29 years, and he is very stupid. He is not calm, not cultural, evil and selfish man. But all this, my father did not notice! He believes that this is the right man for marriage. I told my father that if he wants so that his daughter had died (not physically, but morally) .... he will continue to insist on my marriage with Aleksey! .... seems to him that did not stop ((((. Y I have a terrible state that I will no longer continue to talk about it.Your letter helped me escape from the thoughts that I load the father. And again I want to reread it. And I would be happy to do. You understand that in every letter I transfer you a part of themselves. I want you to help build our future, long-term relations! You help me, you give me a sense of confidence in the future. I think your ideal dream, any woman who is serious in its intentions to find a man for long-term relations. Surprisingly, what I was able to come across you!I will end my letter today. I'll wait for your letter. With great desire to see it and read your answers. Tatyana!
admin > 08-04-2024, 01:08 PM
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admin > 08-04-2024, 01:10 PM
Zitat:Good afternoon my native! You so perfectly write. Today in my soul all doubts at last were postponed. Now you you, the man to which I pay all attention, the man in which I believe. The man. Which I have presented me feeling about which already have overlooked. At me the period of pleasure and check of the feelings to you, please understand! I do not want, to burn, more precisely I am afraid very much I am afraid! It not the surmountable pain to feel love, and then to lose it. I very much am afraid this!Thanks you for that fine feeling of pleasure, that you give me the letters, words! Sincerely I wish you happiness and all most best that you were surrounded always with good people and you were happy! Always have a smile on the face and be joyful, in fact a life one and it is necessary to enjoy everyone its an instant! I sincerely enjoy the moments of dialogue and cognition of you, each new day receiving your letters. With you, to be exact with letters which I read from you at me there is an air feeling, which makes my day fine, that not happen further!You the surprising person. Very strong-willed, persistent, but kind. You noble, yes, be not dared, you initially fair and noble person. And it is pleasant to me. In you adults and children's emotions, gravity and humour are combined mind and charm. You - super! Do not overlook about it. To be near to you is a happiness. But still it is very hurt me. You at me are, but you are not present BESIDE. You the most important person for me, but I hide it. I hide, as though in my feelings there is something shameful. But it not so. My feelings light and kind. I am more and more attached to you. I thought, what to you to present? How you to congratulate? I would like you to surprise. It would be desirable do you pleasantly. What do you want, that I for you have made? Thanks you for that pleasure, tenderness and happiness which you give me. My life has begun to sparkle all paints when in it you have appeared. You the best, I with anybody shall not confuse you and for anybody I shall not exchange … Remember it! I shall stop today not big the letter I hope tomorrow shall see again your charming letter. Whole, you it is gentle and strong in a cheek. Your girlfriend Tatyana!!!Good-bye.
admin > 08-04-2024, 01:10 PM
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admin > 08-04-2024, 01:11 PM
Zitat:Hello xxxxxxxxx!It would be desirable to begin the letter with a wish to you fine time of forwarding. Good day or evening in dependence during what time you started to read this letter..... You became my idol! Yes it is the truth, be not surprised to this, you my idol!!!!! I in the whole days think of you. Yesterday I received the remark from the colleagues they spoke tatyana, what with you??? You not with us, you where that are far, of what you think?!... I could smile only because the truth could not answer them. But I am sure, that they understand now, about that that at me who has appeared - of what I all time think. And that that this the man fills in my emptiness in soul. I notice, that in my soul there are changes. You such remarkable! I feel as I am changed, as my behaviour and my ideas varies, mine the reason is filled now by ideas on our meeting and about our joint time forwarding. You should know. I searched, such the man very much for a long time in the life. And it is surprisingly pleasant for me, that it the man appeared you! I live ideas on you, on that that is possible already very soon to us the first meeting is necessary. How all at us will move ahead in the first days?! As though you wanted me to surprise first time???... I shall be for you, do everything is absolutely, to sate your life with itself. To fill in your days the attention, care, heat and caress. You will understand, that it will not be better than me in your life more when whom! I would like to taste, your lips to try to kiss with you, to understand your feelings to me. To catch you everything that you always remembered my feelings to you. I understand, that at us should be in common that we it is much better some steel to feel each other much. But already now I feel you enough to understand your letters. And to understand that it is created in your heart. You to me become much closer, than any person whom at present I know. Therefore I am opened for you all with the greater force. You remarkable, you tremendous, you very attractive and sexual, in your letters. I have very much got used to them. I know, that I probably speak it not understanding, values of all words. But in soul I to you have big PREDISPOSITION!... I hope you notice is in my letters?.... ..... As I very much hope, that in my words you find reflection of my soul which I very much would like that you started to understand. In fact having understood my sincerity and my feelings, inside my soul, your doubts about my fidelity to the loved at you will disappear. I think they are at men. As the majority of men count, that the woman is not capable to be true and constant. My answer will be such....., I have no desire, to build relations, obviously realizing, that this bog. I want that our hearts fought in a unison. That everyone felt the responsibility for the partner and did all for common feelings that they blossomed and have begun to smell as if flowers. Smells which will turn to us a head with feelings to each other. You and I shall fill ours relations with all smells of colors when once we can tell openly and sincerely words of love to the friend to the friend, with all my heart, from clean and not covered soul. I LOVE YOU are those words which I protect! Probably I protect for our first meeting;! I hope you it does not frighten?!... Can, I complicate all. And can, initially it was not necessary to perceive you seriously. You what relations want? Easy? Convenient? Without obligations. Only I am not able so. I if get acquainted and try to construct relations, really. With true feelings, experiences. I am not plaid. I do not want to serve for a change, and to be a toy for entertainment and your secret desires. I want, that or you have now accepted me in the heart. Or you any more did not write to me the letter. As I already feel, that I am very strongly attached to your letters. And I am afraid of a pain which you can casually bring, that not suspecting (((!With impatience I wait for the answer. Your Tatyana!
admin > 08-04-2024, 01:11 PM
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admin > 08-04-2024, 01:13 PM
Zitat:Hello, dear! This is another letter written for you.Now I cannot tell anything, except for “ it is necessary to wait ”. If I shall understand that I like you not only as sexual object and as mother, possible future your children I shall search with you for meetings. I promise it is necessary to wait only! The patience - is the benefactor. I for a long time suffered mockeries and humiliations. Now I think that is the moment when, I need to act decisively. I have decided, already for myself, that I shall search possible for meetings with you. But as you understand it it will be better, if our meeting will be at you in the country. As in the country to us to meet not safely. Tomorrow, I shall go behind the help to the friend, he works in embassy of your country. I shall ask his the help in official registration of papers. He/she is my former schoolmate. I know him for a long time and I can trust him. You too can trust him. I shall talk with him that he number mobile allowed, for conversation to you, as to you this idea;! His name Filip, And he already enough for a long time works in this embassy. And very well moves ahead on career to a ladder. He/she is that person who actually can to me assist, with full registration of the complete set of documents, for stay in your country. You are glad to hear about this?!... I am very glad, that there is such person who can assist to us in realization of our dreams.Please answer me all these questions, not tersely, "yes" or "is not present"... I think you you understand about what I ask?!.....-----I want to know precisely, you are ready to our meeting?!-----You have, an opportunity to take care of me not which time while I shall adapt to new in your country... (to find work, to study in a modern language)-----You promise support me in everything that I did not feel like another's???-----You promise, what you will become my satellite and my teacher, for new opening and knowledge? (I speak about a life, about relations with people, about relations with your family, about mine the desire to learn about you is as much as possible and about yours an environment).....???-----And. xxxxxxxxxxx - answer me honestly, there is a reason why I can not visit you?? Do you have something that you hide and not tell me what I need to know?Perhaps it is the most important questions on which I would like to know answers at you. What do you want me to ask?!... What would you like to know about me before I go to you?... There is that that you want to hear?!... To me today, already it is necessary to finish mine not the big letter. I hope tomorrow can find out all answers to my questions. With impatience I shall expect, your answer. Your Tatyana!
admin > 08-04-2024, 01:13 PM
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