admin > 02-25-2025, 08:42 PM
Zitat:Hi my dear xxx! It's your Nadya. How are you doing? How was your day? Did you miss mymessage? Today is a fine day here. Already in the morning I knew that today I will get an opportunityto write you. And all the rest have become unimportant for me. Today I really haven't possibilityto write much. Please forgive me. But I have enough time to tell to you that I was thinking ofyou and waited for opportunity to write you. Forgive me that I will not be able to write duringweekend. I hope you remember I write you from my work place. I would be able to write from internetclub from Kemerovo city but I don't plan to move there during this weekend. I will stay at home.But I have time to tell the main thing. I do not know why but today I have woken up earlier thanusually. I could not fall asleep again. I simply sat near window and looked at the sky. The skywas dark, but incredibly beautiful. I looked and thought that you now somewhere there, far... Ihave thought that maybe you are sleeping and seeing me in your dream. And I have thought thatif I could become a small cloud, I would fly over the land, only to be scattered onto small beautifulcrystal raindrops above your house, with the only one purpose - to peek into your window, evenif only for a one instant and to whisper: "Good night and sweet dreams xxx!" And in themorning when you would wake up and would look at street you would at once understand thatthis night Nadya was there, near to your window; it she protected your night rest, and hassent to you sweet dreams...You would understand that it was she who has left for you this smallpart of her soul,- fleeting reminder - some beautiful crystal raindrops sparkling on your windowpane...And at this moment, millions of small sparkling raindrops began falling from the sky, millions ofamazing raindrops have filled all around, falling onto my window. It was incredibly beautifully,as if the sky has heard my thoughts. And I have thought: if today you will see a small rain in thestreet or some drops of water at your window you need to know that it was my raindrops I havesent to you...Forgive me, but I have to go. I want to send you my kiss if you do not mind. Muahhh!Please, write me.... I feel that I have something to to tell you...But we will talk about it next time...Your Nadya
admin > 02-25-2025, 08:43 PM
Zitat:Hi xxx! How are you doing? Today the weather is not very good. It's cloudy and murky. Temperatureis about + 10 Celsius. Today I am working and I am very glad that I have an opportunity to writeyou because I want to tell you today so much. I want to share with you so many things today.xxx, I always was sincere with you and I will be sincere now because from the very beginningwe built our friendship on the sincerity and openness. It is difficult to write about it becausefor the first time in my life I'm trying to explain things I feel for the first time in my life.And I feel that I should be very exact and accurate in my words because even though I simply wantto tell the truth, I understand that the truth and sincerity can sometimes offend. I want youto understand all my thoughts correctly because I do not want to offend you.. xxx, you arevery dear to me, and I do not want to lose those relations that we have! All main emotions thatI have in my heart are connected now to you and your letters xxx. For the first time in mylife I tried to start relationship with a man who is far away from me, relations where thoughtsand feelings of each other takes the main place. xxx, I do not know what waits for us in thefuture, but I would be happy to have relationship with you xxx, friendly and more. And I wouldbe happy if you would have such desire as well. I already thank God for what I feel right now.It is very valuable for me and I believe that all that was in my life, all ups and downs arethe way where God has put me to learn to appreciate life and to be wise, to learn to make decisionsand to make a correct choice when it is time to make a choice. I believe that I had to pass throughthis way,- to be ready to meet a man who will become my soul and heart... Here people forgot aboutmany important things; and words "love" and "fidelity" have lost sense. The beauty and externalattractxxxess are main things for many people, but my life has shown me that the main thing ina person is internal beauty, beauty of his soul. Not a lot of people really possess internal beautyand not a lot of people really understands that it is a most important, most unique quality. It iswhat I was looking for in a man, it is what I put at the first place, it is a feature that couldopen my heart. And I want to tell you xxx, that you are a beautiful man. I am talking firstof all about beauty of your soul and heart. You are beautiful for me and I thank God for ourrelationship. I am not sure if you understand everything I'm trying to say, but I hope you feelthis way too. And I really wish to develop our relations, to go further, to learn each other ata new level, where friendship is only the first step. I feel that I want to try to promote ourrelation further than it enough to be simple friends. And I hope my words do not disappoint youbecause I always wanted to be sincere with you. Could you ever relax your eyelids, let your eyesbe closed, and to imagine a life we could share? I really dare to dream and imagine us together asa man and woman,- people that can brighten life of each other and fill life with sense and variety,with aspiration to learn each other more and more. I think that everyone must believe that dreamscan really come true! I know that I can lose you at any moment. I feel we becomes very good friendsand our relations makes me happy. I have opened to you my heart. I want you to know that youare dear for me. And even one day without you, without your letter is like an eternity, thereforeI even cannot imagine months without you...And I hope that our relations are important for youjust as for me. I dare to hope, that you want our relations to be promoted further than simplyfriendship. I hope you really have smile now! I will be waiting for your answer. I hope I havenot offended you. Please, write me back soon. I will be waiting... Have a nice day xxx!Your Nadya
admin > 02-25-2025, 08:44 PM
Zitat:Hi my xxx!How are you doing? What about weather? Today the weather is good here. Thanks the God thattoday I have more free time and I can use it to write you a long letter and I will do it.(Smile)Also I want to remind you that I will not be able to write you during this weekend. I will stayhome and will clean my apartment. Also I have to go to the food shop and to make some purchases.I invited few my friends to spend time together. They will come this Sunday.. So I will cook somedishes to wine and dine them. Of course I will prepares something new. My friends like my cookeryand they like when I cook new dish for them. I still didn't choose what dish I will cook but Ithink today in the evening I will look my cooking books and will find something interesting. xxxdid I told you that I like to cook and I am a good cook? Anyway I think I am a good cook(Smile).If my plans will be changed and I will go to Kemerovo, I promise I will send you a message frominternet club. Can I ask you what are your plans for this weekend? One more thing as I promisedI have attached picture for you. I waited for your letter with fear and with pleasure at thesame time! And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready to jump and dance, laughand sing songs! And the reason - you xxx! Thank you for your letter and your thoughts.Every day I think - what my friend xxx will tell me today, what mood he will have today?And as soon as I get free minute, I rush to analyses's cabinet to find out if you have written tome or not. And when I receive your letter, I start to smile from ear to ear anticipating the besttime of my day - time when I read your letter and write to you my thoughts. These are the mostimportant minutes of my day. And these minutes I don't hear anything and I don't see anythingexcept of lines and paragraphs, my dear xxx. And you cannot imagine how it is wonderful!Sometimes I think, what would be if I didn't write you the very first time? What would be if Ididn't believe that I can find a man in such a way? I want to think that I am a courageous woman,but I feel that actually it is not so. I am ready to sacrifice my life for the sake of personwho are close and dear for me, I am ready to donate my well-being for the sake of well-beingof other person. But when I must do something for myself, I become timid and all my boldnessdisperses like the smoke. Quite often I am afraid to do something, to take some step simplybecause of fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am afraid to ask people about anything,simply because I am afraid to get refusal. Not always, but it happens. What would happen xxx,if you didn't answer my first letter? Nothing would happen! And grey monotonous days againwould lie on a way of my life by infinite impenetrable veil. Do you want to know what I wasdoing today? First off, I should tell that I was sleeping with a smile on my face! At least whenI have woken up and looked at the mirror, I have noticed that I am smiling! Then, I cleaned teethand I was smiling! Then I was jogging and smiling as if actually I watched funny movie. Then,I have cooked a breakfast and drank coffee with a smile on my face! Then, I have come to clinic,and I could not hide my smile. I was ready to laugh and I had no desire to work at all! It is avery bad symptom for the doctor! (Smile). Everything around have seemed to me beautiful andwonderful. And even a severe boss, when have seen that I am looking at him with the smile, hebegan to attentively examine himself and even have come near to the mirror to see what iswrong! He has thought that something wrong with his clothes! (hahaha). All the day I work witha smile on my face! Elena looks at me and smiles as well. Of course she understand the reason,and it makes her happy as well! And when time of sleep will come, I will lay in my bed with thesame smile on my face! And if you still haven't understood why I smile, I will tell you! - I smilebecause I think of you, xxx! And it brings joy! I am so happy that I have in my life such aman as you! Thank you that you are in my life xxx! I have to go. Now I will not be havinga lot of time after work because after work I will be having one more working day! (Smile). Youmay ask what I mean? I mean the preparation for my trip! You cannot imagine how many thingsI must do for our meeting! I even have asked boss to reduce my working day or to let me to takesome hours off in the middle of a day to make some deeds, because after 5 pm not all departmentsare working! Now sometimes I should work Saturday and Sunday(but not this time) to have more offree time at week-days. But thoughts about our meeting gives me forces and energy! I am sure thateverything will be FINE! I will wait your letter! Please, write me because I need your letters andsupport more than ever! Your Nadya with many kisses!!!
admin > 02-25-2025, 08:44 PM
Zitat:Hi my xxx! This is your Nadya.How are you today, my dear xxx? Today I have to work and I am glad because I haveopportunity to write you. How I wish you saw how Elena is happy that we will be able to meet in future!She is sure that our meeting will make us happy. It is simply impossible to talk to her now!(Smile). She has now only one theme for conversation - you xxx! She constantly asks aboutyou, asks what I'm going to do together with you, she asks - what I will do at the airport,she asks - what I will cook for you. She asks how I am going to impress you, to intrigue! Sheeven asks how I am going to tempt you! (Smile). Elena is very glad that I have found you, andshe sends you her friendly greetings and a wishes of happy expectation of me! (Smile).xxx, please, don't be angry with me if I cannot write you much now. I hope you understandthat even after my working day in clinic I must do too much for our meeting.. Today I will go toMinistry of Health. I think it is one of the most important tasks for me right now. Today I willgive them the all my medical documents and tomorrow I will probably get all documents and formsof petitions which I must fill out as soon as possible. xxx, today I feel that I start toworry more than I even could imagine. I am very glad that I do all this. And I think of ourmeeting every minute. The meeting at the airport... I don't think that many people on our planethave an opportunity to enjoy such a delightful moment - the moment of the first meeting at theairport. I feel that it will be very touching moment for you and me. I never traveled so far away.And I worry very much. But I imagine us together and it calms me down. I see us together, I seeus walking in the park; I see us speaking about serious and silly things, or playing cards or acheckers (and the one who lose will execute any desire of the winner (smile)), I see wonderfuldinners at home and outside! I see you sitting on a sofa with a juicy peach in your hand and I seeme dancing in front of you beautiful dance, or maybe even erotic dance (smile), how about Bellydance? (Smile). I can do it stunningly!(Smile). I see us swimming; I see us watching the fullmoon; I see us fighting by pillows; I see us in the evening at home, covered by romantic light ofcandles; I see us cooking together Russian pelmeni and pizza (smile); I see me in your embraces.All this waits for us in the near future; and I enjoy, anticipating this delightful time together!Do you feel the same, xxx? Oh, xxx, would you like to give me massage of my back? Iwould like to give you massage! But I must warn you, that if you want to give me massage, youshould not touch my ribs!(Smile) The reason - I am a most ticklish woman in Russia(smile).xxx, I madly am afraid of titillation! If someone tickles my foot or ribs, I begin to laughloudly, to kick and to scratch, to squeal and to jump! Therefore if you will be massaging me andtickling me, you will feel like a cowboy on a wild undomesticated mare on the rodeo! (Smile).By the way, xxx, are you ticklish? Do you snore? (Forgive me for this question. Do notanswer, if you do not want. Maybe one day I will find out all this anyway! (Smile)). Will yousing serenades for me? I would be happy if you would sing serenades and songs for me! I wouldremunerate you by kisses! (Smile). xxx, I should finish my letter. I must do much so thatyou had an opportunity to give me massage and to get the massage from me! (Smile). Please,write me because now I need you and your letters very Very much, because I worry so much...Your Girlfriend Nadya
admin > 02-25-2025, 08:45 PM
Zitat:Hello from Nadya.How is feeling my dear xxx today? What about he is thinking or about whom? (Smile) Last daysI was so busy and couldn't write you often. I am sorry. I hope you are not very upset. TodayI have a lot of work too but I tried to find some time to send you a message. I hope you areglad as me when I am getting your message. Every morning I wake up with a pleasant thought of ourmeeting! And each new day reduces distance between us! Every new day makes us closer to each other.I so hope that we will meet. xxx, I am a doctor, but I cannot think of anything except of ourmeeting!(Smile). It is dangerous, if to take into account that I am dentist! (Smile). Can youimagine how my patients are risking,- because I look into their mouthes, but I think of you, xxx!(Smile).xxx, Elena say that last time she saw me such a happy many years back - when I was the studentgirl! She asserts that you have changed me! Now I more often correct my hairstyle! (Smile). I beganto sing songs aloud! (Smile). I began often to immerse into the world of fantasies, so, that sometimesI even don't hear that someone talks to me or asks me about something! (Smile). It is so pleasantlyand unusually! She is very grateful to you and very glad that we will meet! She helps me in allpossible ways. xxx, do you remember in my very first small letter I have told that I wantto find a man who will compel my soul to blossom? I want to tell you, that my soul blossoms! Youhave brought a spring into my soul and now I feel like a flower blossoming under long-awaited beamsof the warm sun! These rays are helping me especially now during cold weather! Thank you xxx!xxx, you cannot imagine what tense time I have now. I actually haven't even one free minute.I have already been to Ministry of Health and I got all petitions! It is great! In the Ministry I havebeen told that I must visit all patients which I visit on a "out-clinic day" - they must fill up formsof petitions for me. Of course they will be happy to do it. These people love me and all doctors whovisits them! It will be a big support for me. The Ministry will make the report about my work in thedifficult places where not any person is ready to work. I also will get the report and the characteristicfrom my clinic. Tomorrow I and Elena will have our own "out-clinic day"! We will go together tothose settlements. After that I must legalize all documents at the notary. Elena will help me to getthe full report about my biography in Municipal Department. I get tired very much not only spiritually,but physically as well. And when I come home, I simply fall onto a bed, and I simply lie on my bedsome time looking at a ceiling. But if we will do everything quickly, I will have interview with thecommission. After this interview the commission will inform me whether my visa is approved ornot. Tomorrow I will have also consultation - preparation for the interview.. It is a very importantpoint for me as well! Maybe I worry too much, but I cannot calm myself! Forgive me that I writeyou about my cares. But I just worry a bit. Elena says that she envies my endurance and energy.I never told her,- but actually I often feel like a weak woman. I really need moral support. Since thechildhood I make all the decisions by self, and my parents taught me never to show weakness orconfusion. And I always tried to do without anybody's help even though sometimes I feel like a veryweak woman. xxx, are you a leader in a relationship with a woman? Do you like to make thedecision by self? Or you are consulting before make the decision? Are you attentive listener or youprefer talking more? xxx, I have to go! Please, write me letter, write me all your thoughts andfeelings because I need it more than ever!Your Girlfriend Nadya
admin > 02-25-2025, 08:45 PM
Zitat:Hi my dear xxx. How are you doing? I am feeling good but little bit tired. This week wascrazy! This is one of the reasons why I couldn't give you much time and regard. I hope you willforgive me xxx. Today I don't work but together with friends I went to Kemerovo, so rightnow I am in the internet club and writing you this message. I am tired because of work and manyother things and today(right now after I finish this message) Elena, Natasha and me will go to thedance club to dance and drink few glasses of wine to get relaxing. Don't worry I will not drink alot. I don't like bad feelings in the next morning(crapulence) (Smile). In the past, in my youth, Ihad few moments when I was really drunk. After those moments I decided to put a stop to it andnow I don't drink a lot. No more than 1-2 small glasses of beer or wine. Well I can't write you tolong. I just want you to know I think of you and didn't forget about you xxx! Tomorrow Iwill stay home will try to get rest after hodiernal party.(Smile) Also I will clean my apartment.This Monday I will go to the telephone company to get information about process of establishingtelephone in my home. I hope they can establish telephone line soon. I will let you know about itsoon. I think this Tuesday or Wednesday. It will depends from when I will be able to write. Whatare your plans for weekend xxx? Do you clean your home often? How often do you spendtime with friends? xxx do you like parties? Big parties(companies) or small parties? I likesmall parties. I think it because mostly I am in small companies during last time. Just me and myfriends. Ok, bye-bye, I have to go. See you soon and Have a Nice Weekend xxx!!!!Your Nadya
admin > 02-25-2025, 08:46 PM
Zitat:My weekend was not bad and I made all things I planned and I already told you about. Saturday Ispent time with friends at the dance club. We danced, drink wine and beer and ate few pieces ofcake. I like to dance and can do it not bad. I like modern dances and also waltz and some Latindances. But last Saturday I danced only modern dances. It's impossible to hear Latin music orclassic things in our dance clubs. Usually they play pop music or club mixes. Can you tell me aboutdance clubs in your homeland? Do you have retro disco? What age of people who are visiting a discousually? Ok, enough about disco. Sunday I got up very late. I don't remember exactly but I thinkbetween 11 and 12 o'clock. xxx do you like to sleep or if you are getting up early it is betterfor you? Usually I get up at 6 o'clock. But after disco we came back home at 3 a.m. only! So Iwanted to sleep so much!!! I didn't feel my legs. I have started to sleep very quickly and I gotup when my cat wake me up because she already want to eat!(Smile) Maybe I could sleep more. DuringSunday I cleaned my apartment. It took about 5-6 hours. Please don't think that my apartment isso dirty that I spent so much time to clean it(Smile). I just like the cleanness and I like toclean all things and every corner with thoroughness. So if someone will come to my home so hedidn't find any mote, even with loupe.(Smile) In the evening of Sunday I watched a TV and bakeda small cake with apples. xxx do you like cakes? Maybe there will be a day when you can tastemy cake or something other cookery. So that's all I did this weekend. Today we have murky weather.What about weather in your area? Today when I came to work I met Elena in good condition too.She feels herself not bad and said you "Hello". Today, after work I will visit telephone companyoffice and will find out information about process of my telephone establishing. I think tomorrowI can inform you about my results. I hope they will give me a good news. I really hope for it. Doyou feel the same xxx?(smile) Also I consulted with skilled people(as I wrote you I am notskilled in the internet technologies) about other way of communicating through internet. Theytold me about ICQ, skype and MSN messenger. If I will decide to use them they will help me toset this software up. But there is a problem. As you remember I use work computer and I figuredout that I can't install and use this software here. If my boss will know it. I will be a deadwoman(Smile). So next time when I will visit internet club I will ask their administrator aboutthose software. Maybe they already have it and they will help me to use it. I will let you knowabout it. That's all for now xxx. I have to go working. I will write you much longer soon.See you, and best regards from your Nadya
admin > 02-25-2025, 08:46 PM
Zitat:hello from your Nadya. How are you? I am feeling good. And my head still on myneck.(Smile) Do you remember that my head didn't blow up scarcely?(Smile) Huh, I became feelbetter after I wrote you that letter. But I still have a lot of thoughts about you xxx. Inever forget about you during the day. I hope you remember me too. How is your day? I have fewclients who wait me, so don't be angry if I am writing not long letter and don't give you a lotof details. The holidays was not bad. I got a rest and restored my forces. Do you remember I toldyou that my friends forgot about my birthday? As I wrote you in my last letters I was right. Theyjust prepared a surprise for me. When I came home from my work I found all my friends near my house.As you know I live in private small house with little garden behind it. They organized barbecue(wecall it here a shashlyk) and cooked few different dishes. There were a couple of salads, fruits,juices and wine. We celebrated my birthday in my garden. We had a lot of fun, we sang songs andplayed guitar, told different stories and many other thing. I got a few gifts. One of them was atelephone device for home using. Some of my friends knew that I will get telephone line soon andthey decided to buy a telephone. xxx do you know what number will be memorized in telephonememory at the first place?(Smile) I think you already guessed. It will be your number! Also I gota new cook book with many exotic recipes. I think one day I will try to cook something from thisbook. Maybe even you can taste it. Would you like it xxx? The last gift I got was a cosmeticskit where were lipstick, cream, toilet water and other little women's things.(Smile) I was veryglad. We finished to celebrate when the watch showed about 2 a.m. Elena was staying in my houseand helped me to clean garden up after our party. Next day we slept long time again.(Smile) xxxI want to tell you that I will finish all paper work for preparing my documents at this week. Iwill give you all details about this process, so you will know all. Right now everything is ok andI think we can have opportunity to meet each other in future. I will be very happy if it willhappen! What about you my dear xxx? Do you want it? Do you wait for our meeting with impatience?Would you like to meet me in airport or I should come to your apartment or hotel? Ok, I have togo. See you soon again xxx and I will answer your e-mails. Bye-bye.With thoughts of you, from your Nadya
admin > 02-25-2025, 09:52 PM