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admin > 03-21-2024, 06:45 PM
Zitat:Hello my dear xxxxxxxxxx!I am very glad, that we again together with you and, that I again read your letter.My dear xxxxxxxxxx. I to see happy again from you the letter. I hope that you wait for my letters.I very much missed your letters. Practically half month I could not visit internet cafe.My mum was in hospital with sick heart. I was practically full month in hospital.As I all time worked, and also was with mum. To mum have made 3 operations on heart.All this time I helped mum with hospital as mum was in lying position.I as sometimes came to sleep home at night late, or I slept in hospital near mum. Now mum and mum is in good state of health at home.I had a free time and I visited at once internet cafe to write you the letter.I for a minute did not forget you. I knew that you wait for me. Now I see from you letters.And I know that you waited for me.Today I again thought all the day long of you. I should think of you.You always with me. I so would like to be with you. I would like to nestleTo you all body. I want to feel, that you with me beside. That youYou will not leave anywhere. But I do not know, when this moment will come. I think,I It is simply sure, that this moment will come.I do not know, but can you, disturb my letters. Can you, excites that,That I so quickly write to you such gentle words. You know, me very muchPleasantly with you to communicate. You the interesting person. I want to continue withYou of the attitude. I do not want to hide the feelings. Yes, I have to you feelings.But I cannot be sure for all 100. But I can tell to you precisely, that I neverbefore did not meet such pleasant interlocutor. No, you do not think, that you simply theinterlocutor. You that person with whom I want to create serious attitudes. I do notwant to lose you. I do not think, that at me is too fast to you there are feelings.Even if they also appear quickly what for me them to hide. I do not want to hold allthis in myself if I really want to be with you. Understand, that for some people enoughone sight what to fall in love, and for the some people - long time. The some peopleonly after it is long dialogue understand, that they have found that person with whomwant to be. But it is necessary to me so much a lot of time, what it to understand.I already have understood it, and I do not want you to lose. You understand me?I am afraid of that you can simply not understand me.I am afraid, that you can my feelings to you not so to understand.I want, that you correctly would understand me. I do not know, how I to you can itTo explain. I want to tell to you, that at me to you is validThe present feelings. It is not simple words, it goes from the heart.I want to tell to you, that I do not like to tell lies. I like all to speak inThe person, directly. Because it is not pleasant to me, when people of meDeceive. It seems to me, that it is pleasant to nobody. In fact allAttitudes are under construction only on trust. This most important in attitudesPeople. I to behave by a principle: both you concern to people, and theyTo you concern. Therefore I speak the truth, I want, what and me spoke the truth.I and now speak you the truth. I do not lie. Because I know, how it is hurt whenyou deceive. As it is hurt to learn then, that you not loved by that person whobefore repeated to you constantly, that it loves you. I know, it is very hurt.I do not want to cause you a pain. I do not want, that you then would accuse me in something.I am sure that you person to whom I want to write such words. You that personwho has mentioned my heart. I want, that you there would remain for ever. I do notwant, that you have left me and my heart. I can tell to you, that I want to be with you.I am afraid to speak you about that, That I can not present, that can take place with me if you will leaveMe one. I ask you, that you would speak me always the truth. You are necessary To me, understand!!!As I still can prove to you that I am not mistaken in the feelings.I can not describe it to you in the letter. It seems to me, that the feelingsWords to not express. Feelings can be felt only. It is possibleTo notice under the attitude of the person to you. As a matter of fact, to write it is possibleAnything you like. But if you actually believe the person, to youBecomes without a difference, that you do not see it. The most important, that youIt you love, and that it loves you. Dear, I really want to be withYou. But I cannot transfer you the condition oppress. I sufferBecause of that you are very far from me. I want, that you have understood me.I do not want, that you doubted of me. It is very important for me, that youYou think of me. It is important for me to know your opinion. I do not think, that II hurry events. I do not want to be silent, when my heart speaks about that,That it is hard for it without you, that it is hurt it. That it searches heat, searchesYour heat. You are necessary for me only. Excuse, that I have written to you suchThe letter. Probably, you it was boring to read it. Excuse, but these are mineFeelings to you. I cannot forbid to love to the heart.Yours Nadezhda
admin > 03-21-2024, 06:45 PM
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admin > 03-21-2024, 06:47 PM
Zitat:Hello my sweet xxxxxxxxxx.My dear. I am happy, that again I can write you the letter. I did not visit some months internet cafe.I never forgot you. I always remembered, that I miss on you.I am confident, that it is very interesting to you, where I was and why could not write to you.I will tell to you short. In the end of spring fires on all area of Moscow suburbs have begun.Village of my parents the fire has not passed by. When I have learnt it, I have gone at once to village of my parents.When I have arrived a fire practically already have been extinguished.I have been shocked. I have seen burnt down house of my parents. I nearly have not lost consciousness. It is difficult to transfer these feelings in the letter.I have met only mine the daddy. Mum with burns have taken to hospital. My mum has spent 2 months in local hospital.I was always near mum. When mum has been cured of burns, I helped to restore the house of parents.I did not go in the city, I have left from work for some months.This week I have arrived for the first time to the city. My parents are grateful to me, that I did not leave the the daddy and mum a difficult minute. I have spent all the summer long near mine the daddy and mum. I never forgot you. I very much hope that you did not forget me.I today simply could not fall asleep all the night long. I all time thought of you,about us and that in general occurs between us.I realize, that I the adult modern woman, that my life it only my life. And all decisions concerningme, I and anybody accept only another. I nevertheless yesterday have decided to talk to mum abouteverything, that to me occurs. I to it before already told, that I has got acquainted andcommunicate with one remarkable person whom call and, that at us all to be got on in our attitudes.And yesterday I have simply admitted, that I can not simply breathe, is, neither water, nor work.I have told, that can so it will turn out in a life, that I shall leave from them with the daddyand it is possible shortly. Because I cannot be more in distances from lover xxxxxxxxxx.She has understood all and has patiently listened to me. I for a long time so did not speakwith mum on souls. Mum realizes, that you for me man! Perhaps, in soul at it a pain andbitterness, because, that she can simply lose the daughter. To not lose more truly, and simplyto leave me and to know, that I shall somewhere very far from it. But she to me that in thisoccasion has not told. She only all the evening long spoke me as loves me and wishs me onlygood luck. That it is very glad, that I'm fine, that I wonderfully look, and that she will beglad to help me in everything that I could live happy, with my xxxxxxxxxx.Even now, when I think, about it and I write to you the letter my loved, at me on eyes tearshave appeared. But you do not think, That I have gone mad or about something I regret.And opposite, I am very happy, loved and these are tears of happiness from that,as the God has sent me love and you! My itself it is dear and love person.I want again and to speak you again. That I very strongly love you. I do not have not enough onlyyour letters. I want the greater. I want to be with you. I very much would like to be with you beside.I cannot transfer you the desire words. Simply I love you. I love you, and I cannot live without you day.My love very much to you. I love you very much. I all time think of you.I all time present ours with you meetings. As though I would like to be near to you. I would like, thatyou would feel all my love to you. I want, what you as strongly loved me, as well as I love you.I think of you always. In the morning when I wake up, I think of that, you have written to me theletter whether or not. And I would like to read it more likely. When I sleep, in dream I want tobe with you. And in dream I always with you. Because I love you. And all my dreams it is my biglove to you. Only I think of you, only with you I want to be. Only with you I want to be a number.Only you are necessary for me. I want to see nobody near to you more.Because my heart belongs only to you. Only you can make so, that I would be happy.At the same time and I shall do all. That you would be happy with me. Only you my love.All my ideas only about you. They only for you. All my love is intended to you. I cannot live without you.Because I cannot store such love in myself. I want to share the love with you.I love only you, and only you in my heart. Anybody is more and never can live in my heart.My heart is literally pulled out from a breast when I read your letters.I hope that we with you soon shall together. I very strongly would like it. I want, that you wouldunderstand me. I want, that you have presented yourself, as far as strongly I love you. My heartalways speaks me that I should be only with you. Because my heart will simply be broken without you.My heart simply die without you. Because it completely belongs to you. My love to you present and shedoes not know limits. If I had wings I necessarily would arrive to you. But I not a bird, I cannot fly.But I above all want to be with you. You - most dear, that at me are in this life.Because I love you. I love you simply up to madness. I cannot tell to you words that occurs now to me.I all burn from desire to be with you. I burn from passion to you. It so. I want to be yours and only yours.I want to appear in your hands. I want, that would press me to myself.I want to feel, how your heart near to me is beaten. I want to fall in your embraces. I want to sink in your eyes.I want to fall asleep in pleasure from ours with you love. I shall love you very gently.I want, that you would love me as. I shall be with you always. I shall do everything, that to you it would be better.Because I love you. And I want, that you had all best, that it would be good you.I want, that we with you would feel together the big passion to each other. I want to wake up because,that you tender kiss me. I want to be with you. You understand it?When we with you already shall be together? I want to be yours. I want it. My love, I love you for ever.You for ever in my ideas, my memory. I shall simply go from mind about you. I cannot live so for a long time.Because my love to you does not give me rest. I cannot easy sleep, because you always with me.I cannot sleep, because I think of you. Ideas go one by one, and I cannot stop them.I already present, as I with you shall be gentle. I think of it. I think, that you too think of it. You want with me a meeting?You want to appear in my embraces? You want kiss me? If you too want it as strongly, as well as I, why wewith you yet together? I think, that there is nothing above love. The love decorates the person.I want to receive from you a kiss. I want to feel, that you with me together. I dream of how we together can make love, enjoy the friend the friend, drink on a mug hot fault, bewrapped up in a plaid to lay near to a fireplace. For a long time for a long time, till the dawn tolay having embraced in silence, not hurrying up sipping wine and observing for dances of gluttonous tongue of fire.I know, that it only my dreams but that I can not do with myself!!!My lovely, I on it should finish the letter. I very much want to receive from you the letter tomorrow.Because I love you. I miss you. I do not have not enough you. I would give much what to be with you beside.I love you. I wait for your letter.Your loved Nadezhda.
admin > 03-21-2024, 06:47 PM
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admin > 03-21-2024, 06:48 PM
Zitat:Hello my lover person xxxxxxxxxxxxx! How you have spent time at festival?I cannot transfer you all my feelings of pleasure, that I can again and to be closer again to you.Each letter for me is a huge holiday. How are you? How your mood? What at you there weather?And me now it is completely indifferent, what weather in our city because I have you!!!Yes now to me all the same, a rain in the street or a sun,me it is very warm and joyful when you near to me. I wish to be on the Internet - cafe every day inthe hope to see your letter and to rejoice lives. As I am afflicted, that I have no an opportunityon work of an output in the Internet, I can not write to you and receive your letters. I so miss!!!It is very hard for me. Each lived day without you passes as if a torture. Day to live you to not see,as if a bowl of poison to drink. I think of you constantly. I cannot do anything because I very muchdo not have you. It so is insuperable. I start to hate simply that distance, that us divides.In fact the most awful to know and like each other, and to be not together. About as it is hard!!!The only thing, that us rescues it our letters. But I very much frequently think, that so to us all becomesheavier to communicate. All the matter is that to write very difficultly that is on heart.I can write only a conclusion from my ideas. And all that I could tell to you remains in my ideas and emotions.Now me emotions and simply overflow feelings, and I very much want to share them with you.But it not so is simple. If you were a together with me, all could be solved. Now a unique problem between us this distance.And I have decided, that we need to find an way out that we with you could be together.Tell to me, that you think of all it. Whether you see any way out from a developed situation?I very much want to arrive to you and to anybody you to not give, that you were only near to me.I am ready on all! I shall throw all for the sake of you my loved, my dear! I shall leave work andfamily, friends in spite of the fact that they too are very dear for me in my life, but you thismuch greater. You all this, that at me are. My you the man, mine and only mine!You to me have sent from the sky. I know, I have deserved it, me and so it was necessaryto go through very much much in this life. But now I believe and I hope, that all at us will be good!I constantly want to speak with you, I want to hear and feel you. But I as am glad to see your lettersalways. Today I in excellent mood. It has improved even more when I have seen your letter.It is interesting to me to learn everything, that to you occurs. I very strongly would want to be now near to you.To care of you, to look after you, to prepare you for a meal and simply to be with you beside.I want to lead all life near to you. You my come true dream.Now I can represent and dream of our future only. Sometimes it seems to me, that all this dream.Also that all this occurs not to me. I very much frequently present our life and that we shall do when Ishall come to you. As we shall live, and that we shall do. As we shall be happy and only together.And it seems to me, that there are no problems. There is only you and I, and all world let will wait.But during the same moment I understand, that it is not possible. But we should use the best effortsthat everything as we want it has turned out. I am very happy, that soon we shall together, it isnecessary to solve only a matter of time. As you know, I for a long time reflected that I should begina new life. Certainly, I always to this was ready. I realize, that I should leave everything, that mesurrounds, all my life. I am completely ready to this. And for a long time all solved.Very much I wait, when I shall be in your hands.Today I again thought all the day long of you. I should think of you. You always with me.I so would like to be with you. I would like to nestle on you all body. I want to feel, that you with me beside.As you speak, as touch to me as you breathe. And to know, that you anywhere from me will not leave.You the most remarkable person. I am happy, that have met you, and that our attitudes so have turned.Because we like each other. I do not want, that we hid our feelings. I can precisely tell to you, thatnever before did not meet such pleasant interlocutor. No, you do not think, that you simply the interlocutor.You that person with whom I want to create serious attitudes. I do not want to lose you.Especially during that moment when we are fine and we trust each other. I really love you.Understand, that for the some people. People enough one sight what to fall in love, and for the some people - long time.The some people only after it is long dialogue understand, that they have found that person with whomwant to lead all life. But me enough that time that has been released to us.And it is not simple words, it goes from the heart. I want to tell to you, that I do not like to tell lies.I despise lie. It not the satellite in attitudes. I know, that in our attitudes of her was not present.I want, that between us of her have never arisen.In fact all attitudes are under construction only on trust.I to behave by a principle: both you concern to people, and they will lead themselves with you.I have one more quality of character. I never change to the feelings. I was not mistaken in people.I need to talk only to the person to understand, that it from itself represents.I now very much suffer that you are far from me. I do not want, that you doubted of me and in my feelings. It is very important for me, that you think of me.It is important for me to know your opinion. I do not think, that I hurry events. I do not wantto be silent, when my heart speaks that is hard for it without you that is hurt it.That it searches heat, searches your heat. I with impatience shall wait for your letter. It will be very curious to me to read your ideasconcerning the words written by me. Tell to me about itself, tell about, how you?To me all this is valid very important. I shall try to descend in agency, to learn what documentsare required to arrive to you my loved. Also I learn, in what terms all this can be issuedand how many for this purpose it is required money.I say good bye to you my dear. I tender kiss and embrace. You in my heart.With love, yours Nadezhda.P.S. I send a photo from last summer. I on Mozhaisk water basin.
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