admin > Gestern, 02:38 PM
Zitat:Hello my dear xxxxxxxxx!It is very pleasant for me, that you attentively read my letters and understand me! Each your letter brings to me a lot of pleasure. Interestingly on what our first meeting would be similar? Admit you already you think of it?!... I admit to you, that in my head already there are such imaginations! It may be too early we decide to learn about each other in reality?... Though what for to pull, that would be desirable both of us! I am sure, what you think as well as I?! And you would not like to meet the author of these letters in a reality! But it is necessary to wait not much, you should understand, I was able to take such a decision, I should better know about you! And besides, I should finish much that to have an opportunity to arrive to you! If I would be solved on trip to you it will be, trip for all life! I know, that in a life probably we less shall are attractive, each other! As with the help of letters. And probably even we should be disappointed in each other. But I think, that it will be better to look to the truth and the man in eyes, than to use 1000000 letters. You agree?.... I promise, that my decision on my arrival to you, will not keep you waiting. Only I should settle not which questions in the country to think about stay to you. And you promise me, what you will think of the desire, to have me near to yourself, it is possible for all stayed life?!... I Think you you understand, what I am ready to be with the man which is pleasant to me, all stayed life, instead of not how many instants?!.... It would be desirable to trust in it;!Yesterday the next day, disputes with my father was. He again begins the history, that will find to me suitable the man that I could create with him in the subsequent good family. I cannot trust the father in a choice to me the groom, for all stayed life! I know, that at the father, there is a defect. This defect refers to "AVIDITY", he very much likes money and always thinks of it. I know, that he will search to me rich for the man which will be capable to provide me. But not therefore father undertakes to solve my destiny. That is why that, he wants, to find a way for itself, to improve the business. All candidates, men as I have found out have communications in authority, in politics our city. I did not begin to understand it. But it is clear, that father searches for a way for improvement of interaction with authorities, for improvement of the business. The plan of the father is clear to me. But it is a pity, that I cannot in what or him to overpersuade!You should understand, that I shall not allow the father, to decide the destiny! But I know, that father will not stop before anything, yet will not satisfy, the ideas, the purposes, and hopes. he will cross through all barrier which will be at him on a way. I only therefore as fiduciary from him started our acquaintance that father at all did not know, from my intentions. I to you tell absolutely everything and that I shall not begin to hide from you. I want, that you knew all!.... You seem to me, the reliable friend and the good person, capable to listen and support me! Forgive if I speak much, about the problems. But I would like that you knew about it.I have more in a life it is not necessary how to find the man to which can trust everything, everything is absolutely, even the life. After all, this is a real feeling of love when you trust the person on all of 100 %! I could not doubt once of fidelity and love to me. Because I shall always know that mine the man loves me, is absolute just as I like him. I am ready you to open the feelings, but I am not sure, in them for the present on 100 %. Therefore time that we could understand to the friend to the friend better is necessary for me still. You agree?!....Tell you you love attractions and a swing?!... I Think, that as well as the majority of adult men that is not present.... And I on the contrary, very much love walks on park and driving on attractions. It is very cheerful, feel itself during these instants of years on 20 more youngly! And ideas about that that you are already old, leave you. In soul the confidence and desire to live and please people surrounding you settles. Only very much afflicts that fact, that when I shall come home I shall see the person of the gloomy father which will wish time me to smile. It is the extremely hard for me to live with the father. In fact his the mood, constantly pushes me on bad ideas. I shall not grow fond of a life if my head will be constantly filled with bad ideas. Father tries to fill in me them !!!! I want only that father of me has forgiven. And I do not receive approval when I try him to draw into a conversation, about that why he so is severe to me! Father does not wish me to explain something at him the position which extremely is not clear to me.And still I very much like to collect flowers on a field that then them to bring home. They fill special aroma of a room. This aroma creates a special climate in air and it is very pleasant, when you feel all this, with the help of bodies sense of smell. Very much it is pleasant to me as aroma of a lilac. You like to feel smells that the nature gives to us???I as very much like, noise of a rain. When I sleep or I lay in a bed and I hear knock, drops hitting about the ground. It is pleasant to me, as it weakens. As, weakens noise of bursting fire wood in a fireplace, color of fire gives energy and creates an atmosphere of thoughtfulness and desire of knowledge something.... What did you notice?!... You can tell what vital supervision to me????Please do not think, that I badly concern to the father. I simply know, that him time is necessary for comprehension his mistakes, in relation me. Just now I cannot him explain it, and he itself to that does not wish to listen. he will necessarily change the relation to me. Only him it is necessary for this purpose, to lose me for a while.Now I shall stop, the letter, with impatience I shall already expect following your letter. With the big respect, for you and your native. Your girlfriend, Tatyana
admin > Gestern, 02:38 PM
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admin > Gestern, 02:40 PM
Zitat:Hi xxxxxxxxxx!How you?! How passed your day?!.... Of what you think?.... That you want in the near future in the life?........ I very much should tell yesterday to you this history, now I see, that you perfectly understood me! I worried not much that you can understand me not so correctly as I would like that. But now you have overpersuaded me finally, in that that you attentive the student, and the true friend. I am very pleased, what exactly to you me was connected with destiny. You such the man which always will be with the woman in any situations which with her would not happen. You that the man which is capable to be attentive, and valid in relations with the girl. Such it is not terrible to man to entrust the life;)! I am glad very glad, that together we have chosen that way on which we shall move ahead, further. I am ready to please you. You are ready??? I believe in that that at us will be with you fine relations, I very much believe in it! I am ready to be convinced of it in the future and already now I understand, that the man I yet did not meet the best.It is important for me. That you support me! It is important, that you can understand me! At me all is in a life, even there is my personal own apartment, but I do not have good friend who can understand and support me. It is pleasant for me, what exactly you have appeared in my life. The man to which I am not indifferent.At me awful father. Today I had not pleasant conversation with him. Now I as well as our relatives shall not continue to communicate more with him.... All friends him have lost, now he is friends only of partners unless only of parents Aleksey are friends. I yet did not speak you, who such Aleksey is a candidate of my father, as the groom for me. My father, does not reckon with my opinion after him it became known that I made abortion, he me to live does not give! he supervises each my step. Him it is important, all that occurs in my private life. And he itself has solved identify to me the husband. And spoke, that " to you the husband I shall select J.Ob it father speaks me! I agree, that have made a mistake! But what for, to take from me it is right on the order the private life, I cannot understand it! I do not want, to be the wife of the man, which can not stand! Aleksey I know for a long time. And I know him not with itself better sides. This guy, is very silly! He vodka likes to drink. At him carefree, a way of life. He walks on money which him give, him loving parents. He does not work, only spends money of the parents. Him 29 years, and he it is very silly. He not quiet, not cultural, malicious and the egoist the man. But all this, father has not noticed! He considers, that it is suitable the man for marriage. I spoke the father, that if he wants that his the daughter has died (not physically, and morally).... he will continue to insist on mine marriage with Aleksey!.... It seems him it does not stop . At me such awful condition, that I shall not continue to speak about it any more.Your letter to me helps to distract from those ideas with which I am loaded with father. I again and again would like to re-read it. And I with pleasure it do. You understand, that in each letter I transfer to you a particle of. I want to help you in construction our the further, long-term relations! You help me, you allow to me feeling of confidence of tomorrow's day. I think you an ideal of dreams, any woman which is serious in the intentions to find the man, for long-term relations. Surprisingly, what exactly I could meet you!I shall finish today the letter. I shall wait for your letter. With the big desire to see it and to read your answers. Tatyana
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admin > Gestern, 02:41 PM
Zitat:Good afternoon my native xxxxxxxxx! You so perfectly write. Today in my soul all doubts at last were postponed. Now you you, the man to which I pay all attention, the man in which I believe. The man. Which I have presented me feeling about which already have overlooked. At me the period of pleasure and check of the feelings to you, please understand! I do not want, to burn, more precisely I am afraid very much I am afraid! It not the surmountable pain to feel love, and then to lose it. I very much am afraid this!!!!!!!!!!!!Thanks you for that fine feeling of pleasure, that you give me the letters, words! Sincerely I wish you happiness and all most best that you were surrounded always with good people and you were happy! Always have a smile on the face and be joyful, in fact a life one and it is necessary to enjoy everyone its an instant! I sincerely enjoy the moments of dialogue and cognition of you, each new day receiving your letters. With you, to be exact with letters which I read from you at me there is an air feeling, which makes my day fine, that not happen further!You the surprising person. Very strong-willed, persistent, but kind. You noble, yes, be not dared, you initially fair and noble person. And it is pleasant to me. In you adults and children's emotions, gravity and humour are combined mind and charm. You - super! Do not overlook about it. To be near to you is a happiness. But still it is very hurt me. You at me are, but you are not present BESIDE. You the most important person for me, but I hide it. I hide, as though in my feelings there is something shameful. But it not so. My feelings light and kind. I am more and more attached to you. I thought, what to you to present? How you to congratulate? I would like you to surprise. It would be desirable do you pleasantly. What do you want, that I for you have made? Thanks you for that pleasure, tenderness and happiness which you give me. My life has begun to sparkle all paints when in it you have appeared. You the best, I with anybody shall not confuse you and for anybody I shall not exchange … Remember it! I shall stop today not big the letter I hope tomorrow shall see again your charming letter. Whole, you it is gentle and strong in a cheek. Your girlfriend Tatyana!!!Good-bye
admin > Gestern, 02:42 PM
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admin > Gestern, 02:43 PM
Zitat:Hello xxxxxxxx!It would be desirable to begin the letter with a wish to you fine time of forwarding. Good day or evening in dependence during what time you started to read this letter..... You became my idol! Yes it is the truth, be not surprised to this, you my idol!!!!! I in the whole days think of you. Yesterday I received the remark from the colleagues they spoke tatyana, what with you??? You not with us, you where that are far, of what you think?!... I could smile only because the truth could not answer them. But I am sure, that they understand now, about that that at me who has appeared - of what I all time think. And that that this the man fills in my emptiness in soul. I notice, that in my soul there are changes. You such remarkable! I feel as I am changed, as my behaviour and my ideas varies, mine the reason is filled now by ideas on our meeting and about our joint time forwarding. You should know. I searched, such the man very much for a long time in the life. And it is surprisingly pleasant for me, that it the man appeared you! I live ideas on you, on that that is possible already very soon to us the first meeting is necessary. How all at us will move ahead in the first days?! As though you wanted me to surprise first time???... I shall be for you, do everything is absolutely, to sate your life with itself. To fill in your days the attention, care, heat and caress. You will understand, that it will not be better than me in your life more when whom! I would like to taste, your lips to try to kiss with you, to understand your feelings to me. To catch you everything that you always remembered my feelings to you. I understand, that at us should be in common that we it is much better some steel to feel each other much. But already now I feel you enough to understand your letters. And to understand that it is created in your heart. You to me become much closer, than any person whom at present I know. Therefore I am opened for you all with the greater force. You remarkable, you tremendous, you very attractive and sexual, in your letters. I have very much got used to them. I know, that I probably speak it not understanding, values of all words. But in soul I to you have big PREDISPOSITION!... I hope you notice is in my letters?.... ..... As I very much hope, that in my words you find reflection of my soul which I very much would like that you started to understand. In fact having understood my sincerity and my feelings, inside my soul, your doubts about my fidelity to the loved at you will disappear. I think they are at men. As the majority of men count, that the woman is not capable to be true and constant. My answer will be such....., I have no desire, to build relations, obviously realizing, that this bog. I want that our hearts fought in a unison. That everyone felt the responsibility for the partner and did all for common feelings that they blossomed and have begun to smell as if flowers. Smells which will turn to us a head with feelings to each other. You and I shall fill ours relations with all smells of colors when once we can tell openly and sincerely words of love to the friend to the friend, with all my heart, from clean and not covered soul. I LOVE YOU are those words which I protect! Probably I protect for our first meeting;! I hope you it does not frighten?!... Can, I complicate all. And can, initially it was not necessary to perceive you seriously. You what relations want? Easy? Convenient? Without obligations. Only I am not able so. I if get acquainted and try to construct relations, really. With true feelings, experiences. I am not plaid. I do not want to serve for a change, and to be a toy for entertainment and your secret desires. I want, that or you have now accepted me in the heart. Or you any more did not write to me the letter. As I already feel, that I am very strongly attached to your letters. And I am afraid of a pain which you can casually bring, that not suspecting !With impatience I wait for the answer. Your Tatyana
admin > Gestern, 02:43 PM
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admin > Gestern, 02:45 PM
Zitat:Hello, dear xxxxxxxxxxxxx! This is another letter written for you.Now I cannot tell anything, except for “ it is necessary to wait ”. If I shall understand that I like you not only as sexual object and as mother, possible future your children I shall search with you for meetings. I promise it is necessary to wait only! The patience - is the benefactor. I for a long time suffered mockeries and humiliations. Now I think that is the moment when, I need to act decisively. I have decided, already for myself, that I shall search possible for meetings with you. But as you understand it it will be better, if our meeting will be at you in the country. As in the country to us to meet not safely. Tomorrow, I shall go behind the help to the friend, he works in embassy of your country. I shall ask his the help in official registration of papers. He/she is my former schoolmate. I know him for a long time and I can trust him. You too can trust him. I shall talk with him that he number mobile allowed, for conversation to you, as to you this idea;! His name Filip, And he already enough for a long time works in this embassy. And very well moves ahead on career to a ladder. He/she is that person who actually can to me assist, with full registration of the complete set of documents, for stay in your country. You are glad to hear about this?!... I am very glad, that there is such person who can assist to us in realization of our dreams.Please answer me all these questions, not tersely, "yes or is not present... I think you you understand about what I ask?!.....-----I want to know precisely, you are ready to our meeting?!-----You have, an opportunity to take care of me not which time while I shall adapt to new in your country... (to find work, to study in a modern language-----You promise support me in everything that I did not feel like another's???-----You promise, what you will become my satellite and my teacher, for new opening and knowledge? (I speak about a life, about relations with people, about relations with your family, about mine the desire to learn about you is as much as possible and about yours an environment.....???-----And. xxxxxxxxxxxxx - answer me honestly, there is a reason why I can not visit you?? Do you have something that you hide and not tell me what I need to know?Perhaps it is the most important questions on which I would like to know answers at you. What do you want me to ask?!... What would you like to know about me before I go to you?... There is that that you want to hear?!... To me today, already it is necessary to finish mine not the big letter. I hope tomorrow can find out all answers to my questions. With impatience I shall expect, your answer. Your Tatyana
admin > Gestern, 02:45 PM
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