admin > 04-09-2024, 06:33 PM
Zitat:Hi Xxxxxx! If you only knew how I am glad to have opportunity to write you today! I am atwork today and can write you from there. Tomorrow for me will be a work day too. But I amnot sure I will be able to write you because I will have a lot of work. If i will have freetime I will try to send you a message but if you will not receive any e-mail from me tillMonday just know that it was impossible.(smile) By the way I cannot write much today. I haveonly a few minutes. But it will be best minutes of my day because I devote these minutes toyou Xxxxxx!!!!! Please, don't be offended with me that I do not write much today. I hopeyou are understanding that sometime we can't do it because of many reasons. Xxxxxx I wantto ask you. Please let me know do you like more blond girl or brunette or maybe rufous? Doyou like short or long hair, or maybe bald girl (Smile, just kidding) I don't remember didI tell you that when I was little bit younger I liked to change my hairstyle and hair coloroften? Right now this tendency is almost absent completely. Well now you know it. Xxxxxx Iwant to say that when I said you about my garden in previous e-mail I forgot to tell you thatplants is my hobby. But I think you already could guess it without my mention. I like to takecare about plants and I have many different flowers and plants in my home. I thought aboutgetting few bushes of roses. I like roses very much! Rose is the one of my favorite flowers.Also I like orchids and asters. But all the same the best for me will be white roses. BecauseI like white color and red and black colors of course. Another my hobby is the drawing. I liketo draw. When I studied in the school I had best grade of the drawing subject. When I draw Iuse a pencil. I don't use paints. I have few hobbies more but I will tell you about it innext my e-mails. By the way I already mentioned about some of them. I just didn't tell youabout it in more details. But I am sure we will have time to fix this situation.(Smile) Do youagree? Of course if you want to hear about it. Xxxxxx I will be glad if you will tell meabout your life in details too. I am very interested in knowing about life in other country.I am sure we have many same things, but of course some things are different between our countries.Also I want to say that I am preparing many new pictures for you and will send it soon. If youwill send me pictures of your youth and childhood I will be glad. I will send the same later.You know Xxxxxx, right now I listen to radio and I hear a beautiful song of the Sting –''When We Dance''. And right now I am smiling, because I imagine us dancing.... Xxxxxx, whoon the earth can win your heart?(smile) What is the way to your heart?(smile) Do I have anychances??(smile) Do you think of me right now?(smile) Have a nice day my dear friend Xxxxxx!I have to go. It is little bit sadly. But I will wait your letter because it again will makeme smile. Please, write me! I will wait your letter more than anything! Your Katy
admin > 04-09-2024, 06:34 PM
admin > 04-09-2024, 06:35 PM
Zitat:Hi dear Xxxxxx. How are you doing? How is the weather? I had hard weekend. I workedbut couldn't write. Just a lot of work. But I worked in Saturday only. Sunday was free butI think I couldn't rest completely. I had to work in the garden and clean the home. I was tired.Yesterday was really hard work day too and I was so tired. This is the reason why I didn't write you.I hope you was not very upset? Today I have more free time and I am very glad to write you this letter. I always glad when I write you and when I get e-mail from you. Thank you for each your e-mail Xxxxxx! Every time I have small feeling of worry - "What if Xxxxxx have not written me today?" But after I receive your letter nobody can over persuade me that this day is a good day! And the smile does not leave my face! I hope Xxxxxx your day is also filled with pleasure and nothing sadden your mood!? It is really wonderful, when you have aspiration and purpose, don't you agree Xxxxxx? Life would lose sense without it. Everyone has the purposes and dreams, some of which are easily accessible, some are beyond reach. It happens sometimes that you spend years and all your forces to reach your purpose but all you get after all is disappointment. But I think much worse if you have no dreams and purposes at all. Life without dreams and purposes is empty. Why am I writing it?? I don't know. Xxxxxx, what are your dreams? What are you waiting from the future? What sort of life now you are looking for? I have noticed, that I often start to ask myself these questions. 30 years old is not a lot, but it is not young age also. I often begin to think of what I have done in my life, what purposes I have reached. Probably this age - time for new purposes and tasks. I understand that many things in the life are not so simple as I thought they would be; Maybe it is time of reassessment of values? What do you think? Ok, enough about it. You know, right now behind of a window the rain beat off a rhythm like a tap-dancer.The windowpane, deformed by water trickles, like the old mirror reflects a gloomy sight of the grey sky. And the wind scornfully whistles among young leaves of old trees. And everyone here, glancing through the window by indifferent empty eyes, silently grumble about bad weather that spoils their mood and changes their plans. And I do not understand these people. How can they be so querulous? It is just a small rain - the gift of the nature, - the gift filling the air with the delightful freshness, bringing an amazing and almost imperceptible smell of coming autumn.There are so many people in the world who dreams about rain there is so many people who have never seen a snow, who is deprived an opportunities to play the snowballs with friends.. I always liked snowfall and rain. Xxxxxx, do you like a rain? What season you like more, Xxxxxx? All seasons are magnificent, don't you think? The winter covers all around with a delightful white carpet. Trees and roofs wear fluffy snow-hats and a frost draws by invisible tassel amazing inimitable images on the windowpanes. And when you, Xxxxxx, hear snow crunch under your foot and when the infinite sky slowly showers you by sparkling snowflakes don't you want to take a slow walk with your woman?(smile) Or when the delightful gold autumn begins the most beautiful and bewitching nature show - leafs-fall... When beautiful leaves, chased by a cool breeze, dances a waltz in the air and slowly fall downwards, undressing trees.. And when you, Xxxxxx, hear velvety rustle of leaves under your foot and when you see in the cloudless sky a flock of birds flying away with the sad song, don't you want to take a slow walk with your woman? Or when you hear behind your window an autumn thunder or groans of blizzard, would you not enjoy being at home with your beloved, to enfold each other in a warm plaid, and telling each other ridiculous and funny stories? I think it is a big happiness when people are able to value such a things. And I think if the couple are able to enjoy such a things in a life it's strengthens thefeelings. Do you agree, Xxxxxx? What do you think, Xxxxxx, why people are divorcing? I feelthat I talk nonsense. Please, forgive me Xxxxxx. I do not know why I write you all this. Probably because I feel comfortably in talking to you about such a things. I have just re-read what I wrote you here, and I think that you really may say that I write senseless fool things, but I was thinking of you while writing this letter. And all these words and feelings are part of me....So I hope you will find something in my words and between lines... I will better stop, because I am afraid that you will simply cease to write me. (smile) With thoughts of you, I will wait for your letter!Your Katy
admin > 04-09-2024, 06:35 PM
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admin > 04-09-2024, 06:37 PM
Zitat:Hallo Ich habe etwas freie Minuten wieder und ich habe mich dir entschieden, zu schreiben.In diesem Brief will ich bezüglich des Telefons und anderer Arten der Verbindung erzählen. I remember, you mentioned about other kinds of communication(I mean telephone) and Iwant to say that I already sent you a message with my answer. Did you receive it? I amnot sure but I have started to think that you didn't recive it. I am sure and rememberthat I wrote you about it but maybe I did something worng or there is other reason whyyou didn't receive that information. So I will tell you about it again. Right here, inthis message. Dear Xxxxxx, before talk about telephone I want to mention about otheropportunities of internet communication. Right now the using e-mail client is the bestway to communicat with you. And I will be continuing to use it. I hope it's ok for you.I have asked our programmer about other ways for communication and he said me about ICQ,Skype, MSN, Yahoo messenger and told me how it works. I understood. But I want to remindyou that to write you I use work computer! I have no personal computer in my apartment.So I can't use it for that programms. This is the first reason. Second reason is Otherwoman work at this computer(account department woman). I think you understand that I don'twork with computer I heal the teeth and I work with the drill(Smile). Only mail client isinstalled on that computer. I hope you understand. Now about telephone. Xxxxxx, it may seemsstrange for you but I have no telephone. No cell phone and no home phone. As you rememberI live in small village. We have no cell service here. That's why I didn't buy mobile phone.Also there are only two telephones in our village. In militia office and in medical room.Of course in the Kansk city where I work there are many telephones. But I don't live there.I want to say that I will try to go to the telephone company and will ask them about possibilityto establish telephone in my apartment. Maybe it will be possible. Also I will try to findout the information how to call you through special service. I mean communication servicecenter or something else. Maybe I will try to buy cell phone specially to talk to you Xxxxxxand will give you a number, but I hope you understand that you will be able to call me indefinite period of time. because when I will be at home it will not be working! Also if youwill call me to my work it will be not very good too. Because I can't look a side often. Ithink if I will buy a mobile phone I will give you a period of time when you can call me.Ok? Is it acceptable for you? Let me know Xxxxxx. I have to know and then I will decide tobuy phone or not to buy. Xxxxxx I will let you know about my results when I will have anyinformation. Ok? That's all for now. Bye-bye. Your Katy.
admin > 04-09-2024, 06:38 PM
Zitat:Hi Xxxxxx! My dear friend! All the time i thanks the god that I found you. I am sorry I didn’twrite you earlier. I wanted to write yesterday but because of unexpected circumstances I couldn't do it. Yesterday electrical company switched off energy in our building. We couldn't use our equipment and couldn't help to people who were need in us. Well the computer I use when I write you didn't work too. Technician said that they made prophylactic works with electric line in our building. They finished in the evening only! I am really sorry. I hope you understand.Please don't think that I forgot about you. It's not true. I think of you always. Also one moment:today I have just few minutes to write because we have more clients than usual. All people who didn't get our help yesterday came today!!! I am shocked. I think we will work till the morning! (Smile) Wish me luck dear friend. I think I will need it. So please don't be upset because of short letter.You know that Olga is feeling good after mushroom's intoxication. She recovered completely and I am glad for her. Xxxxxx, I must say that I will wait for your letter with impatience. I hate days when I cannot write to you or to receive the letter from you. Our friendship became an important part of my life, and I hope that in your life as well. Now I just wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts! Sometimes I think of you with a smile on my face, sometimes my smile leaves me because I understand that the thread that connects me with you now is not the most strong. And I do not want this thread to be torn. Every day I think of many things, I think of those emotions which have appeared in my life now. You know, that guy who every night sleeps with me in my bed is always mute and never says to me "Sweet Dreams Dear"... And I look at him and think of you Xxxxxx...Well, this guy is my TEDDY-BEAR and I understand that he just can't talk... (smile)Xxxxxx do you think it's silly if adult girl sleep with her teddy-bear? What can you tell meabout it? I want to listen your point of view. I will think of you all the day dear. Right nowwhen I am writing you this letter I think of you and about our corresponding. I am smiling. I hope you think of me too. I want to believe it. Such thoughts makes me joy. And I always want to share those emotions with you... I hope my words don't offend you in any way?? I wish you saw my smile when I am thinking of you Xxxxxx (Smile). Sometimes I so want to pinch you Xxxxxx so that you would squeal and laugh! (smile). But my smile leaves me sometimes because I know Xxxxxx that the only thing that connects us now is our thoughts, that we send to each other,- combinations of phrases and words which are hardly capable to reveal all the depth of our thoughts. But at the same time I understand that nobody knows what the future holds for us. Maybe one day I will pinch you at last, and maybe you will be able to put your hands onto my waist in a slow dance (smile). Therefore I want to send you my kiss in a cheek! MUAHHH! (Smile).I hope my lipstick on your cheek will become a pleasant reminder about me? (Smile). I already have to go. My dear Xxxxxx I am sending you picture as I promised. This is the one of pictures I will send to you. This is a picture of that guy who with me every night.(Smile). I hope you will be happy and I hope this picture will make you smile!!!! This is not recent picture but I hope it's ok for you. Also you can see that I wear glasses. It's glasses of my friend. I was wearing it just for this picture. I don't wear glasses, except for sun glasses. Your lady-friend Katy. P.S. Don't forget to wipe my lipstick when you will go out of your home, or people you willmeet will be asking too many questions
admin > 04-09-2024, 06:39 PM
Zitat:These pictures for Xxxxxx from Katy. I sent it from internet cafe in Kansk.Together with friends I went to Kansk for a shopping. Pictures were taken in differentperiod of my life. There are recent and old pictures. I hope you like it. I will checkmy e-mail box and will write you back soon(Monday).Katy. Es ist mein Fotografien für dich Xxxxxx.
admin > 04-09-2024, 06:39 PM
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admin > 04-09-2024, 06:41 PM
Zitat:HI my dear Xxxxxx. This is your russian friend Katy. How are you? How is the weather?We have not good, cold weather. Forgive me for my silence! I was sick and couldn't write youXxxxxx. I think I have caught a cold. Today I am feeling better and almost recovered completely.Actually I still feel some weakness but I am sure already tomorrow I will be ok and will comeback to my work and will have opportunity to write you long letter. Today I came to work justfor couple of hours. When I was sick and have been at home I had a time to think about ourconnection and I have an idea. I hope you will like it. I want to ask you Xxxxxx, would youlike if I will send you handwritten letter? Of course you can do it the same for me. I will beglad. I will wait for your letter with answer and next time I will send you my address. Ok? Will be great if you will give me your home address. Also give me your convenient telephone number where I can reach you most likely. Xxxxxx, if I will get telephone number soon I will try to call you and of course I will tell you when I will call. Don't worry I will keep you informed.Just don't forget to tell me how to call you, I mean I need you to tell me your country code and city code or something like this. I don't know exactly what I will have to know about how to call you, so I hope that you will send complete information. Now I will finish my letter. I hope you were glad to hear from me. Bye-bye Xxxxxx. See you later.Your Katy
admin > 04-09-2024, 06:41 PM
Zitat:Hi my good kind friend Xxxxxx!!!! How are you doing? Are you glad to get my e-mail today? I always glad when I receive your letter. Sorry I didn't write you so long time. I was a sick. Actually I didn't plan to get sick so long. (Smile) Usually I don't sick often and it's strange that this time I was a sick so long. I am really sorry. I hope this delay will not change your mind to me. Sometimes there are circumstance when we can't to influence for the situation. I hope you understand me Xxxxxx.Also I want to tell you that the process of getting telephone is going and I hope soon we can talk. We just have to be patient and please don't worry about it. I will give you all details when I will have opportunity to call you. I want to talk to you and want to hear your voice. What about handwritten letter, I think I would try to write it next week and would send it to you. What do you think? I will go to our post office and will ask about how to send a letter to you Xxxxxx. I just don't know how much time it will take. Appositely, my address you will find in the end of my letter. I must admit Xxxxxx, I feel truly comfortably only if I have received your letter. I am often trying to imagine - what you are doing right now, where are you right now or with whom you are right now... There is a lot of kilometers between us, there is some hours between us, but I always hope that right now you as well think:"What Katy is doing right now? Where is she?". And maybe Xxxxxx we think of the same things at the same time. Olga always asks about you. In fact, everyone here is glad for me, and nobody is surprised that my friend lives in the another country. Nobody here is surprised if a woman seeks not a russian man. I don't understand russian men and their culture of behavior with woman. They are not able to appreciate woman's feelings, her fidelityand love. They do not appreciate aspiration of woman to do for a man absolutely everything,wishing to get from him only his Love. But, I do not want to talk about bad and sad things.Xxxxxx, can you believe, right now into cabinet of medical analyses has come our boss andtold me that when I have free time I should sit in my cabinet but not in the laboratory. Xxxxxx,I always do my work with the maximal concentration and attentiveness. And any doctor or nurse in our clinic deserves many kind words of gratitude, but nobody ever heard such words from our boss! I have right to spend my free minutes in any way I want to do it. But right now, when he said it, I felt a shame, and it made me blush! And I don't know why! Are you a shy man, Xxxxxx?What makes you blush, Xxxxxx? You know Xxxxxx, I have decided to tell you about my lastrelationship. This relationship is not an example of good relations. I don't believe that there are absolutely ideal people, but I really tried to do everything to make us happy. I gave my feelings, I was sincere and gentle, I was washing clothes and cooking meal, I was cleaning our home and I was working in clinic.. I gave all my female caress, I was devoted and I always cared for my appearance. And first he was good and kind man. But afterwards he became rough, cruel. He began to visit other woman, he was getting drunk and beating me. Outside of home he was a true gentleman, at home he was the tyrant. And I do not understand why. Why russian men uses dirty words when they talk to women? And why they think that it is a norm? Russian men adore alcohol. But the alcohol makes them cruel, spiteful, savage people. I am afraid of russian men and I am afraid of drunk russian men more than anything. I do not want to criticize all Russian men. My father was a good man. I am not ideal, and just like any person I have merits and demerits. But I couldn't endure disrespect and eternal ingratitude. He was knocking me into my face even though I never argued with him. He was kicking me by his foot even when I was on a floor. He was saying that a man is a "predator" and all women are just man's "trophies" and therefore man can use his "trophies" in any way he want! I have left him. Xxxxxx, I want to hear gentle words instead of dirty abusive speech, to feel hand's tenderness of my beloved instead of rigidity of his fist. I want to feel that my man is my protection and support. But how I can feel it if russian man is always ready to give a physical pain to his woman? I understand that there is bad men everywhere, in any country. But the beating of a woman is national feature of Russian men. There are women ready to endure everything. But I can't. The scratches and bruises can be cured very quickly, but it is difficult to cure wounded and humiliated soul. I am afraid of roughness,I am afraid of russian men, I am afraid to give my love but one day to get knock into my faceinstead of love. Please, forgive me Xxxxxx that I write you this. I really wanted to share it withyou. And I feel that you understand me. And I am very glad that I have such a friend as you.I wanted to ask you - are you ever becoming cruel, Xxxxxx? What makes you mad? I haveto finish, but I will look forward your letter. With tenderness and with thoughts of you.Your Katy. P.S. Here is a picture for you. You can see me and my freind Svetlana.As I promised, this is my address for you:Russia,Krasnoyarskiy KrayIlanskiy rayon.Stepanovo, 663800Molodezhnaya street 10.Rostovceva Ekaterina(Katy for short) Aleksandrovna.