Zitat:Have you ever noticed that when you have a lot of questions, and you're trying to find answers, time go very slowly xxxxxxxxxxxx? I noticed it. Last night was one of such moment. When I tried to find answers to questions, and it seemed that it spent whole eternity.I thought a lot, could not sleep, and I was trying to understand .... understand myself first of all! At first I tried to sleep, but I realized that I can’t do  it, I decided to spend the night with profit. Made a tea, I sat down by the window and looked at the sky and was thinking. First, about you, about why I can not leave you out of my mind? And if I try something to imagine, I see you. This is strange. Personally, I think so.You just such a good, kind, understanding. And even  the feeling that you're just not real! It seems to me that these man do not exist, you're so perfect. And it scares me. Scary, what if I continue to know you better, then I maybe I would know something bad about you. There are no perfect people, and everybody has a strangeness. And what a strange thing of you?And then I just froze .....How long tine ago  have you lifted your eyes to the sky at night? How long time ago have you admiring its beauty, infinity?I looked and I thought that maybe on the other side of the planet, right now you stand and look the same in the sky, and think of me (smile). Sorry, this is absurd. I understand that I impose on you the extra problems that they do not have any concern you. We are never meet, we do to each other almost nothing. And maybe not even see in future each other. Why create these difficulties? Why live by this illusions and dreams? I am sure that you yourself are not ready for that !? Not ready to change my life, because I know that you are satisfied! And I, this one far away, in another country (smile).But you probably still wondering what I got, what I was thinking about all this, what conclusions did, and what I wanted!? To begin with, I want only one thing. Happiness. Happiness about which I red  in books and saw in the movies. Fortunately, it is understood that in this world I do not just exist but  live, breathe, and enjoy life.And the most important thing .... I do not have a precise answer. (Smiling) And now I just ask you, and answer myself, as I did it  in one of my previous letters where I asked you some questions.1) Am I willing to try to be more than just friends? Honestly, I do not know, but most part of me says it's worth the risk, is to do it, because I live once in this world, we both live once, and what will happen if we just try to be together? And I wanted to live my life with those who loves me, values, and give him all of myself in return, my  feelings, and my life. It does not matter that we have differences, countries, languages and age. I never think that it can be a hindrance. My mother is from the same country, my dad from another. My dad was older than my mother for 10 years, and it did not prevent them to be together. Be happy. Let it was not  for a long time, though not until the end of his days. But when I visited my mother and together we watched old photos, she always smiled and held her hand over  Dad's face in the photo. And I knew that her love for him till the end ...I thought that my hasty conclusions, and that we need more time. To know each other and communicate! But time does not stand on one place. And every minute may be the last. And this last minute, I want to spend next to my beloved man. Last minute, to be happy. No one knows when that moment will be, and many feel that their time has not come yet, but many are wrong. And that moment, only one moment, and everything finished, no past, no present and no future. And what think those people who are always afraid to live. They were afraid to make ourselves happy?What do we lose? What do we get? What do we do wrong? We obtain the moments in which we can be happy, and perhaps for the rest of life to be like that! We did not lose that, only just acquired. Only bad do those who once dreamed to see us in tears, but it will be seen together, will see our happiness and to realize that his intent was unsuccessful. That's all just in words, but it is difficult to understand all this and decide to solve .... you and me.And I understand that to lose time, it lose the opportunity to live, to be happy, to be loved. Now this mistake I will not repeat it. Now, I appreciate even seconds. And if I'm happy, I'll be ready to take my departure to another world, knowing that every moment I lived and enjoyed this time. I am enjoying the life that I have lived side by side with the person who gave me this happy time.I can learn you long, day after day, week after week, and every day I would be not enough. And I hope that you are, you also have not enough of our communication. And because of this we can lose this moment, a moment in which we can be happy. We are talking about. The moment that will change our lives in a good way! Read each other like books, looking at each other in the eye, talk to each other, and enjoy it.I know what kind of person you are, how you're a man, and that's enough for me to have warm feelings for you. Yes, we know no enough, but what if we had studied each other for years? What does it lead to? That will give us many letters? Only dreams, thoughts and desires that we are unlikely to become a reality. Because we love the words that we write letters, and dreams that are built into them. And the reality disappear.We are already not young, as it was before. And if we had those extra years (smile), perhaps we could easily spend them in a void. But I want to waste my and your time for more, spend it on the moments worth living, to build a dream. And even know, let not as good as you wanted, but this life is much better the old, old loneliness! Fear and pain. Gray world, and eternal monotony.We are not children, to hide our feelings, and hope that you will be able to understand them in my hints. I can understand yours. To speak openly, to write, that's what they do. Letters that can all change today, our world, our life. It is necessary to decide for yourself whether we are ready to do this? Change it! Now! No, not right now (smile), but try to do it.I watched a wonderful movie created on a real basis. This is called untouchables (1 + 1). This is the story of an aristocrat with disabilities and about his friend who helped him. Good movie, good storey and sometimes funny. And in this film (if you watched it), there is a moment when the main character wrote letters to a girl he never see, and only had a photo. And then he saw the photo, after months of communication. He loved her, they wrote like us, week after week. And I am confident that the girl loved him for his words and for his understanding. For the fact that he, as no one listened, valued and respected. Their letters were on paper, and they had to wait several weeks to get a response. And we can get it instantly! And this time, waiting, we're not spending it! Do not waste time!It was, in reality, they have created a family, they have children. And before the meeting they were losing time, they wrote, and wrote, and wrote, and only his friend Driss (the name of the movie) helped him. He made this meeting a real, when Philip (the main character, a disabled aristocrat), very afraid of this.But things have changed, they became happy!And I do not want to lose this precious time. Indeed, in the world there is no more valuable then time. Especially the time we have lost, and never will be able to return. Because you can have it all.And I realized that your letters enough for me to introduce you to what you are. Who you are! And I realized that you had a problem like me (we both know it), we do not want to be alone. Loneliness, it is very painful, cold and sad. And why we're not try ourselves in the role of people who are together? And become more than just friends! Dream and try to fulfill all your dreams come true. Maybe try to create a family !? To have children ?! Meet! And touch each other!I ask you, you think. My word, it's just - my words. Your decision as to have a big role for me. And what do you say, what you are ready, you have to understand! And it is good to think about.I understand you have a question why it’s you? Why is no one else?My answer - why not you? Why do you think that you can not be with me? Or try to be together?Sometimes people only look at the appearance, and I look at the soul. And many times, I just do not want to see, because it does not change a man, his soul, his character. And if a person is good, he will be the same no matter how much time and years pass.I want you to know one thing. I'm ready to open my heart to you. Open my soul, and trust you. Are you ready for this?I know the weight of my words, they are not just wind. And if I now want to be with you, it will not change tomorrow or next week or whenever. Of course, if you do not do this for me to hate you! And for that, you ought to no more. Betrayal. Offense. I will not tolerate this any where!If I give my heart to you, then I will give you my life. And I'll trust you completely. Your words, your promises. And I believe everything that you're going to talk to me.And in return, you receive my love, my warmth, loyalty, and above all my trust.I ask you, you think, are you ready? Ready to go till the end? Change your world, your life, your future? And most importantly .. are you ready to take my heart ?! And spend your time with me ?!Now I'll wait for your letter with trembling.I want to write love you, but do not want to ... I do not want to say it now, without knowing whether these mutual feelings?! Sincere? Or is it just my imagination, fairy tale, where I live now? I don’t know.I know only one thing, that if you are sincere to me, and I sincerely to you.Your Dila

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