admin > 09-03-2024, 05:56 PM
Zitat:Hello my friend, xxxxxxxxx!I am grateful to you in time which you spend on me.I start to trust you, your letters become a part of my day. I would like to learn you better as far as only it is possible. Sincerely I hope, that in the future our mutual relations will give result.I think in a life there is nothing impossible if our desires are sincere.You agree with me???? I think, if the person very much wants something, or has dream, means it is necessary to trust and aspire to the desires, not paying attention to barrier and circumstances of a life. I am confident, that only in such a way, it is possible to carry out the desires and dreams. In this letter I shall tell to you as there passes my life now.To tell the truth I long time thought to tell to you about it or to keep silent, as did not know, how you will perceive this revelation. My parents want to marry me, to the son of the rich friend who has joint business with my parents.My parents are not interested with my opinion though I do not test to this person of feelings, and this person to me is very unpleasant. Parents of this person very rich people and consequently their son is very much spoilt with money. This person has spoiled to me all my life.... I spoke set of times to the parents, that I shall not marry this person, but my parents at all do not want to listen to me. This person the real loony and a hypocrite who hides the true person under a mask. This person some times beat me.I went to police to write on this person the complaint but then my father was in furiousness when has heard about it and consequently has forced me to take away back my complaint from police. I have not obeyed the father and then my father has accused me before police of lie, having told polices, that it he has struck me in an impulse of the anger, instead of as I have written Dmitry in the complaint. One God knows, that then occured in my heart.Dmitry has felt the impunity, and has finally lost fear, having struck me in second time but if all this has ended only with it, but is NOT PRESENT, this animal has not calmed down and has raped me.This animal has counted all in beforehand, has come to my apartment during that moment when my parents leaved for holiday, on the sea. I long time went to the psychologist, but it has not helped me, and then I have drunk a lot of medicine, but I was rescued in time by doctors. Dmitry very mean person, he has left this situation dry of water, having told to my father, that I am pregnant from him, and our child, but it not the truth in such a way wanted to kill, I was not pregnant.This person the real hypocrite. Sometimes it would be desirable to burst into tears, but I understand, that tears will not calm my heart. I sincerely believe, that the God sees my sufferings, and that soon my sufferings will be stopped. I tried to tell set of times about this rape to the father, but my language does not obey me as it is very a shame to me even to recollect it. This vile person has deprived with me virginity, and now on fault of this person, it will be very a shame to me to look in the face to the future husband. I the believing person and consequently should be able to forgive but to forgive it not in my forces, I when I can not forgive it and when I can not forget about it. My father has begun to hate me, thinking that I have killed the child. I live in a hell, my girlfriend spoke me set of times that I left from the house, and that I am guilty in all sufferings.I did not expect to hear from the girlfriend these words. The psychological help was necessary for me, and in the answer I have received only insults....I know precisely, that in Russia I will not have future.To me it is very lonely, as there is no person who would try to understand my mental anguish. Sometimes it seems to me that I shall go with mind, and that in this world everyone think only of themselves. All people egoists seem to me, but in depth of the heart I understand, that my ideas are erroneous, as in this world correct not only is angry, but also kind also. At me such feeling as though all world has lost sight and hearing, and from it to me becomes even more sick on heart........ I hope after reading this letter, you will understand, what occurs in my life, now?! I write to you these words and from my eyes tears flow, I cannot understand why I so I suffer, and for what the God acts so with me..... I tried to leave to live in other city, but my father has found me, with the help of police. I as the prisoner in prison, with me address as with the slave.I tried to talk to Dmitry, I asked him to leave me alone, but he does not listen to me. Each time as I start to talk with him about it, he at once starts to become hysterical, and wants to listen nothing.... Several days ago I went on consultation to the lawyer to listen his advice. Having listened to closely my history the lawyer has advised me to talk to Dmitry frankly. Dmitry not that person with which it is possible to talk frankly, I tried to talk to Dmitry set of times, but my conversations have changed of nothing, he as was a pig, such and have remained......................I have told to the lawyer that tried to talk to this person set of times, but each time our conversation came to an end without results. It seems to me what even the lawyer is afraid to contact their family. Many my familiar have ceased to communicate with me. The case when one my secret admirer has sent me flowers was, having seen flowers father has come to furiousness, and has forbidden to me to leave a house. It was very strong shock for me, father long time shouted at me, and even wanted to strike. At me it is impossible to be pleased with a life sincerely. I frequently ask the God that he has sent me the favourite person who could be to me the best friend with whom I share the rest of the life. My life, reminds me terrible dream which will not end when.If you only could know, how I was bothered with these constant problems with the family.Sometimes there is time when I would not like to live. I very much dream to create the family, to be the favourite wife, to love madly the husband, but at present my life, it only dreams and illusions....Sometimes it seems to me, that my confidence starts to weaken, and that I should be measured with the destiny. But I also sincerely believe, that destiny of each person in his hands, and that when not late to change the life!!! Only ideas that the God of us has created for love and happiness, give me confidence and hope. I pray every day that in my life there were changes, and I sincerely believe and I hope, that in the future my sufferings will be stopped...... PLEASE ANSWER ME THESE QUESTIONS: 1) That for you it is more more important: love, money, health, career, sex or family well-being???? 2) You the quick-tempered person?3) Than you are guided more: reason or feelings? 4) You the pessimist or the optimist?5) You can keep secrets?6) What for you means Happiness?7) You prefer sweet lie, or the bitter truth?8) You are capable to supervise the anger?9) You are inclined to aggression???10) You the resolute person? 11) You are capable to strike the person?12) You are capable to fall in love at first sight?13) You the purposeful person?14) What women you like?15) You the trustful person?16) You are pleased with the life?17) Whether you are strong character?18) You the friendly person?19) If you have fallen in love with the woman, you could prove her the love??? 20) You the person of a word??? I very much hope, that you will fairly answer all my questions!In the following letter I shall write to you the answers to these questions!With impatience I wait your new letter! Good-bye, your sincere friend Anastasiya
admin > 09-03-2024, 05:57 PM
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