Zitat:Honey i miss you so much, as I always do. I can almost feel you beside me as I write this letter, i wish it could be possible for me to be with you on my birth day honey. I am trying to hold on, At night when I am alone, I call for you.Last night, in my dreams, I saw you on the pier. The wind was blowing through your hair, and your eyes held the fading sunlight. I was speechless as I watched you leaning against the rail. You are so beautiful, I thought as I saw you, a vision that I could never find in anyone else. I slowly began to walk toward you, and when you finally turned to me, I noticed that others had been watching you as well. Do you know her? they asked me in jealous whispers, and as you smiled at me I simply answered with the truth, Better than I know myself.I stop when I reach you and I took you in my arms. I long for this moment more than any other. It is what I live for, I give myself over to this moment, at peace once again. I raise my hand and gently touch your cheek and you tilt your head and close your eyes. My hands are hard and your skin is soft. I know that this is the moment I have been waiting for, and I pray that the moment come's true. Each day that comes i ask God to bring us together Honey...I love you so dearly honey...John